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If Today is Your Birthday: July 7
The Year Ahead Forecast for July 2009 to July 2010
A Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in your Solar Return chart marks this as a year of great personal significance, when major new beginnings, endings, and activities occur. This period is the culmination of a stage of personal growth and development. Events at this time may bring to a head various developments in your emotional, psychological, or spiritual life over the past several years. There can be increased activity in your professional and public life, causing a conflict with your domestic and personal goals. There is little moderation in your life this year. Connections are made or ended; or your job focus may change as one focus fades to make way for a new direction. The year ahead is certain to be a very busy, dynamic, and significant period in your life. With the Sun sextile Saturn in your Solar Return chart, work you have done begins to pay off this year. You may be recognized or rewarded in some way for the efforts you put forth. Because you project a more responsible and credible “you”, people in authority tend to be more inclined to appreciate you and recognize your work. This is a year when you put your life in order in some significant manner. The key to success this year is adopting a realistic, practical, disciplined, and orderly approach to your life. Venus is aligned with Mars in your Solar Return chart, and romantic and creative passions figure strongly this year. New beginnings on the romantic front are likely. If you are not currently in a relationship, you are more likely to make the first move and go after what or who you want. Your affections are strongly stimulated, and you are more acutely aware of your powers of attraction. Romance, love, and sexuality occupy your mind more than usual. You can enjoy an increase in personal magnetism (as well as libido!), but be wary of competitiveness or tension in existing love relationships, as this aspect ignites your passions in general, whether they‘re feelings of love or anger! Now is also a good time to engage in creative projects and to join with others in pursuing a common goal. If you are involved in competition, you could come out a winner. Both Mars squares Jupiter, Neptune, and Chiron around the time of your birthday, pointing to ups and downs energetically speaking--your energy and interest levels tend to wax and wane frequently this year. Inspiration comes from unusual sources this year, but you can have a hard time staying focused and organized at times. You may find that is too easy to waste your time and energy, perhaps due to occasional periods when you seem to lack drive and direction. You may also experience passive-aggressiveness in others, which impacts your life in frustrating ways, or you could find relationships with others confusing and hard to define. It's a good idea to examine whether this is actually coming from within you--your own hesitance or confusion may be undermining your relationships with others, for example. Although you may enjoy an increase in your intuitive capabilities, you can also be too open to influence so that fears or delusions impact your ability to see your life clearly. This could also be a year when you are more creative, yet not always in a reliable or organized manner. With Venus and Mars also trine the Moon's North Node, you are very likely to attract loving relationships and/or new warm social contacts into your life. Your popularity increases and efforts to smooth over challenges in partnerships are more likely to succeed. This is an excellent influence for negotiations, marriage, and business partnerships. Jupiter conjunct Chiron and Neptune in your Solar Return chart suggests that idealistic and humanitarian goals or impulses have more significance in your life this year. You may experience an increased need for greater understanding, wisdom, and awareness, as well as increased interest in the healing arts and holistic health this year. It may be a time during which you reconsider or revamp your personal belief system. Everyday, ordinary life may not always satisfy, as you hunger for a more idealistic life. Neptune moving very slowly at the time of your birthday this year places emphasis on spirituality and creativity on one hand, and the possibility of confusion and illusion on the other. An important fruition or culmination is likely to occur in your life this year. Romantic and creative passions are prominent themes in your life this year. Exploring your feelings, and a spirited, sensual approach to relating, figure strongly. Creative impulses are potent and powerful. Energy levels may vary from moment to moment, but ultimately, the key to success is a slow and steady approach--keeping expectations realistic is important.
 2009 is a Number Seven year for you. Ruled by Neptune. This is a year of preparation, chance, and refinement. It is not a time of dramatic changes. Instead, it's a year when reflection on the past is helpful, and when refinements to your life path should be made. It's a good year to study and analyze. Unexpected twists to your life story and "chance" meetings are probable. Advice - take stock of your life in order to prepare for more exciting years to come, examine the past and plan for the future, get in touch with your deepest needs and uncover your personal power, don't strain yourself or actively try to expand.
 2010 will be a Number Eight year for you. Ruled by Saturn. This is a year of power and accomplishment. Actively seeking to expand, taking educated risks, and moving forward are highlighted. This is a year of opportunity, particularly in the material and business world, and opportunities need to be seized. It's generally not a year to find a new love partner, simply because the focus is on the material world and your place in the world. This is a problem-solving year in which you can expect real, tangible results. Advice - take action, plan ahead, seize opportunities.
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| My favorite things to do are eating, sleeping, and sexin'. So is it any surprise that I count the days in which all I do is stay in bed, have sex, and take breaks to eat among some of the best days of my life? I shouldn't think so. | | |
| I haven't had dreams for as long as I could remember but for the past week, I've been having dreams every day. After not having dreams for awhile, having dreams again all of a sudden makes me feel that ... something is different. A friend of mine suggest that I write this down, which is great because to be honest ... I don't feel like I have a friend that I can turn to about something like this. All my guy friends are just ... well guys. I thought girls would be more sensitive about something like this but the last two girls that I told this to were not in tune with what I was trying to tell them at all. So maybe, I am too sensitive but I like that about myself and I don't try to pretend to be something I'm not. Anyways, I think its a great idea to start blogging again because I'm currently going through some big changes in my life. This will be good. My dream last night: To start off the dream, I am blind. I remember feeling very lonely in the dream. Walking around, not being able to see. Crossing roads that I know is there but can't see them. After some walking, I seemingly walk into a strip club in which I am a regular there. It was there I met ... my girlfriend, strangely. She is completely cool with me going to the strip club, in fact it was where I met her quite often for a bite and chat. Although I couldn't see her, I started feeling her face and from that I can tell she is really pretty. Beautiful. I would say that she "felt" like the woman of my dreams. Then some friends of mine (unclear who they were, just "friends") came and joined us. I believe it was then I started feeling jealous and feelings of "I'm not good enough because I'm blind". I accused her of thinking so. She cries. My friends all tell me to cool down. I throw a fit instead. She runs away. I feel incredibly sad and troubled. This feeling is so strong that it still permeates from me when I wake up. Now how can deny a dream that affects the way I feel when I wake up?! Anyway, here I am ... sitting in the strip club ... alone ... feeling incredibly melancholy. I decide to just wait for her to come back because alas, she left her handbag. After a long time of waiting, she comes back. I cry and she cries. I beg her to stay ... this was a very, very sad moment because I don't know if she will say, "Yes." I believe that this was when I woke up. Am I dealing with something internally that I dont know about? I mean, this seems to be about past relationships. Somebody I've pushed away but I thought that we were not supposed to interpret dreams literally? For example, if i dreamt about water, my dream would not literally be about water. After my early attempts to talk to some friends about it and found it to be extremely un-fruitful, I went online and did some research. Now, I don't pretend to trust these analyses completely but it's worth posting. Blind
To dream that you are blind, represents your refusal to see the truth or your lack of awareness to a problem. Perhaps you are rejecting something about yourself or your situation. Are you refusing to see any other point of view except your own? Consider the pun, "turning a blind eye". To see a blind person in your dream, suggests that you are letting opportunities pass you by. Separation
To dream of a separation, represents a waking situation or relationship that is torn apart or breaking apart. Or you are experiencing some separation anxiety. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you need to looking at an issue more objectively. Your feelings are pulling you in opposite directions and pulling you away from the core matter. Sad
To dream that you are sad, suggests that you need to learn from your disappointments and make yourself happy. Try not to dwell on the negative. The dream may be a reflection of how you are feeling in your waking life. Reconcilement
To dream about a reconcilement, represents a person in your waking life that you need to reconnect with. You need to rid yourself of some burden that has been weighing you down. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you need to come to terms with the changes in your life. | | |
| “You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went, you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.”
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| Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I'm in a cross
Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse
I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...
You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause along may come
A bigger one
And you'll be lost
Every river that you try to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the firing stops
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off... | | |
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